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The Lost Memories - Prologue

“I wake up next to Jungkook, the one that I hated wholeheartedly and let’s not forget that he claims that he’s my husband”

◇ genre : angst & romance ◇ summary : Your life turned upside down, the moment you wake up next to a guy claiming you are his wife. The worse things is he is Jeon Jungkook, the guy that you dislike since you are in the middle school. ◇ words : 2.5k ◇ author’s note : I managed to type all of this in one day! I hope that I can update the next chapter soon if the following week is not too hectic. Thanks for reading, love you guys, xoxo. 

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The silence lingering in the classroom was broke by the noises of the students in the class, signalling that the class is over and it is currently recess time. The main door of the class is crowded with the students tried to squish themselves out from the class room. Your eyes shifted to the class seeking something that would inspire your blank mind at this moment. The sudden movement beside you snaps your mind back as your eyes traced down to meet a pair of hands that tugging the right sleeve of your uniform.

“Rose.” Your voice trailed off as you gazed into her eyes with a sign of despair, hoping that she would see it. Eventually, she saw it as she stopped tugging at your sleeve and started to straighten her back against the chair. She took a deep breath, gathering all the words that might help her to convince you to join this school trip. She knew that you want to join them, but the main problem is your mother. She acknowledged that even she offered your mother a million dollars would not change her mind even slightly.

“Come on. This is our last trip before graduating. You once promised me that you would join this trip. Besides, everyone in our batch is going except you.” The white lie that came out from Rose making you let out a chuckle from your scarlet lips.

“We both know that my mother already warned me about joining school trip. I bet you still remembered the incident that happened to me during our middle school before.” You saw how your best friend’s face fell to a look of disappointment. Rose began to fidget her slender fingers as she bit her lower lips.

She asked. “It’s been a while since that incident happened. Does your mother still traumatized about it?” Her question left you hanging and all you do was shrugged as a reply to her question. You turned your gaze towards the outside of the windows and your mind began to recall the incident that happened on the last school trip that you have joined, exactly when you are 14 years old.

Your sudden loss during the trip totally frightens everyone including your teachers and the students there when the moment they found you unconscious in the forest. The things got worse when you are not even flinched at all when they tried to wake you up. The teachers had done so many things including pouring a glass of water onto your face and even slapping your cheeks continuously, resulting in your cheeks become slightly swollen. In the end, you have been brought to the hospital for intensive care and the doctors declared that you are in a comatose state.

Your mother was so worried about you as she was the first person arrived at the hospital even you are not there yet. You are her world, her everything and same goes to you. Even though she, not your biological mother, she cared for you as you are her daughter. Your biological mother died when she was giving birth to you followed by your father after several months she left both of you. You feel your biological mother’s love portrayed through her best friend who is now being your mother as she would do anything for you to keep you safe, healthy and alive so does she is doing right now; by prohibiting you to join any school trip. Back then it took you almost a month to survive from your comatose state and she is not willing watching you enduring your pain during those times, better late than never.

Your mind drifted back to the reality as your eardrums catch a weeping sounds beside you. You quickly titled you head to take a look at Rose who seems faking her tears for you to believe her. A huge sigh escaped your lips relieved that she is playing with you.

“Stop it, Rose!” You commanded her. Her eyes narrow to slit, giving you a death glare and wishing that her glare will kill your stubbornness.

“You don’t really love me, do you? I’m your best friend since you are in your mother’s womb and why can’t you fulfil my last wish before we graduated from high school? Oh, I knew it!  That’s why you don’t want to choose the same university as mine; you want to get away from me right?” Rose bombarded you with tons of questions asking why you behave like this, why you don’t want to befriend her and so many whys. Before she throws another accusation to you, you decided to shut her noisy mouth by covering it with your palms.

“Okay, I get it! I will try to persuade my mom. But don’t get your hope too high because I can’t guarantee my mom will agree with me joining the trip.” You shoved back your palms on your thighs as Rose’s face started to show a spark of delight. She throws her arms around your shoulder before started to pucker her lips and kissing both of your cheeks, happy that there is still a chance for you to join the trip even the probability of you getting your mother permission to join is only 0.01%.

“It’s worth a try.”

You tried to push Rose away from you and tried your best to escape yourself from her tight hug that might kill you if she continues for other several minutes.

Rose or Park Chae Young, she is the girl that managed to stay with you until now despite your annoying behaviour yet she still there for you. You remembered your first encounter with her in the kindergarten; she introduced herself as a name of a flower which makes you think that she’s ridiculous. If she is Rose, then you are Lily, that’s what you thought when she greeted herself with you. Your mother once said that when you are admitted to the hospital after the school trip, she never left the hospital as she insisted to stay by your side even though your mother and her parents try to persuade her to go home, but Rose that you know is stubborn and she end up staying with you for two days before her parents negotiate with her of bringing her to the hospital after the school time is over. For the past few years, you do have friends other than her but friends come and go, like the waves of the ocean, yet the true ones will stay, like an octopus on your face and the octopus are Rose.

“I promise that I will take care of your well-being during the trip and I would not let the past incident happened again to my stinky girl and I will make sure you being careful all the time especially around the tree’s barks” You let out a chuckle, looking at her who still wrapping her arms around your shoulder, and it does suffocating you. You need a fresh air to breath so that you pushed her aside.

“Let me correct your words. Not WILL but you HAVE to take care of me. It is a mandatory for you, Park Chae Young!” You emphasized your words as you widened your eyes giving an intense look at her.

You scooted back and flipped your hair before exclaiming, “Besides, I’m a very caring person and I do notice little things and that night, I’m really sure that someone is sabotaging me by pushing me down.”

Rose let out a chuckle, unbelieving your statement. “You still think it was Jeon Jungkook that pushed you down even though you do not clearly see him that night?”

“Yes, definitely.  That is what I heard from the other guys claiming that Jeon Jungkook went into the forest after me and unfortunately I believe it hundred percent because the last things I saw before I passed out is a pair of legs right at the place that I’m standing before I’m being pushed down.” You pursed your lips together while your mind tries to recall the memories of that night.

You knew it is definitely Jeon Jungkook that pushed you. Why he do that? Simply, he hates you and you don’t know why. All of this is supported by the art incident that happened during both of you still in the middle school. Jungkook is the favourable students in your art class, and you remembered when there is a time, the unforgettable time that makes you hated him so much; the moment when he tore your canvas just because your art teacher praising your painting that seems so alive than him. From the moment he torn the canvas into pieces, she felt something towards that boy; hatred.

“You know it just rumours made by the other guys. You can’t simply accuse him like that” Rose let out her protest about your accusation towards him. You don’t know why Rose is eagerly defending him right now, perhaps she likes him? A devious smirk tugs on your scarlet lips as you gazing into Rose’s eyes giving her a look that startles her as her surrounding suddenly turned colder than usual.

“There’s no smoke without a fire”

*

You believed this is was a payback, karma for you after deceiving your mother claiming that you are going to a study trip, going to the lab instead of the camping trip that happened to be held at the same place as your last school trip was. And now ready for the worse things, when the teachers paired you up with the boy that you never thought of being in the same group with him; a group consisting of two students each, one girl and one boy.

Jeon Jungkook is your partner for the whole trip; the one that you need to often communicate with, doing the work together and the things that never crossed your mind doing the things with him. It is clearly shown in your face that you are not satisfied with this plan, with your eyebrows furrowing as a frown displaying on your face. Jungkook felt the cold aura being next to you, as he constantly shifted his seat, uncomfortable. He narrowing his eyes to your side secretly takes a glance at your feature.

“Don’t even try to talk to me because I hate everything about you even your presence next to me really suffocates me and I wish that I don’t share the same oxygen with a guy like you!” In a sudden, you stood up from your seat and pace away from there. He was taken aback by your hurtful words yet he still managed to lift up his face gazing at your back that walked away from him.

*

The moon and the stars peeped down at you like silver aster. The enchanted forest beckoned you into its pulsing heart. The sounds of scurrying squirrels seeking for food under bristles of wispy calmed your anxiety yet the sudden loping of the wolves in the other parts of the forest started to send shivers down to your spine as your head turned around to look for the source of the sounds came from. You have no idea how you end you being in the forest because the last things that you remembered are you are walking away from Jeon Jungkook.

Your chest heaved upward and downward try to inhale the exact amount of oxygen need by your body so that you can control the frightening feelings that lingering around you. A feeling a déjà vu rushed through every part of your body when you heard the dead limbs of the tree started to rustle right behind you as someone is stepping on it. When you slowly turned your head to face behind you, in a sudden you felt a warmth hands against your back before the person implied the forces from the body towards the hands to push you down towards the cliff that located a several meters in front of you.

The world becomes black in a sudden.

* 

Darkness is the only thing that you can see right now. You have trying so hard just to lift up your eyelids, waking up from this deep sleep but failed as you felt like your eyelids being pulled down by stone preventing your eyes to open. Your nose caught a whiff of unfamiliar scent; soapy scent to be exact. You never thought of having this kind of fragrance in your room as you are not a big fan of this smell. You know that you are not in your room right now as the bed and the pillow felt so comfortable yet you more preferred your bed than the one that you are currently laying on. You shifted your body to the other side of bed to reduce the discomfort. 

Your eyes catch a vivid figure of a topless guy sleeping peacefully beside you with his face facing yours. You gazed at him in confusion as your eyes started to observe his forehead down through bridge of his nose to his lips. He looks so familiar, you thought. In a sudden, his lips started to move and you could hear his deep voice saying, “Are you done staring at my face?”

In a blink of eyes, you are wide awake. Your eyes seem going to pop out soon looking at him as his lips curled into a smirk. You drew in an uneven breath, anxious. You tried to reminisce what happened last night that makes both of you and Jungkook end up on the same bed. Yes, it is Jeon Jungkook, the guy that you felt nothing but hatred for him.

“Why are you here?” a simple question yet it will provide a meaningful answer to your confusion. You never thought that your simple question would make your heart stopped beating as you hear his reply.

“I thought I’m supposed to stay by your side based on my vow to you last week because from now on, I’m your husband my dear Y/N.”

“What? How come I’m married to someone that I hated the most?” In a blink of eyes, your face plastered a shock expression, looking at Jungkook who is already sitting by the bed side. Jungkook started to feel the adrenaline pumped into his bloodstream that causes his heart rate to increase and his palm started to become sweat.

This is not the look that you gave to him for the past few years, there is no affection or love at all in your eyes even he keep seeking for it.

The spark of furious in your eyes that staring into his eyes making he realized that this is the look that you gave to him when you hated him so much. The last time you gave this kind of look was on the night of your school trip. The night, when you burst out her anger towards him before walked away from him. That time, you have felt nothing about him but only hatred.

He managed to mutter something before his gaze fell on the floor.

This is bad, really bad.